Sunday, May 13, 2012
O say can you see
He told me, and I told him which buses I'd seen, and then he sat down and left me alone.
And then I contemplated: "When was the last time anyone told me that my eyes were pretty?" I've pretty much wasted the past few years of my life clinging on to random online people who neither liked my eyes nor my writing nor much of anything about me...other than the fact that I paid attention to THEM! Wow. A hard thing to admit: I've wasted so much time and energy on people who didn't give a whit about me at all --- not my looks, not my mind, not anything... Wow.