Saturday, June 08, 2013

We are all in the gutter...

"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars." -- Oscar Wilde


Your horoscope for June 7, 2013
You may get the feeling that someone is trying to rain on your parade, STEPHANIE. It is important for you not to forget who you are at this time. Don't be surprised if you tend to feel a negative pull from someone or something. If this is true, simply step away from the person or situation. It is not your personal responsibility to make everyone happy. Don't bring yourself down as you try to bring others out of the gutter.


Heavy, heavy dream Thursday morning:  The poet Anne Sexton and I were lying on our stomachs on the floor, faces very close to each other, clasping one hand, and talking about where we were going to live. She said that she needed 2 bedrooms "for the grandkids." At first I wondered about an apartment that big, but then I realized: "Why don't you just keep your home in Newton? It's plenty big enough for everybody."

We agreed and then got up from each other. I walked about 10 feet away and then had a horrible thought and looked back at her (dreading to look back): I saw her spirit form going back into her dead body. I woke up then with a start. And spent the next 2 hours or so trying to get back to sleep so I could reach her again. Which I deep-down knew was impossible. She was gone.


Is Sandra gone, dead already? Is she capable of getting out of the Jim (never loved her) / Rod (never loved him) / Daddy (wannabe-playa at the expense of his family) emotional gutter?

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