I expressed my displeasure to a a scientist where I work. He told me: "Well, you can always re-subscribe later..." :0 True.
I have a couple of weeks left. In the 1/2/17 issue, from an article by Yiyun Li:
Loneliness is the inability to speak with another in one's private language. That emptiness is filled with public language or romanticized connections....
I dread the moment when a thought trails off and a feeling starts, when one faces the eternal challenge of eluding the void for which one does not have words. To speak when one cannot is to blunder. I have spoken by having written -- this piece or any piece -- for myself and against myself. The solace is with the language I chose. The grief, to have spoken at all.