Trying to see the dead again.

Sandra died in 2024. I found out only months later. After howling, I immediately took to a pendant to try to contact her, which didn't reveal anything at all.

She's never visited me post-death. But here is my dream last night---the first time Sandra appeared to me, albeit in a very minor role: I was in the midst of various parties. I was constantly irritated by various things (one lesbian dunked my purse in a toilet). Sandra came to me with something about having ordering food. Then she lay down and went to sleep. (The food guy eventually came to the door, and I got the food.)

This is the most meaningless thing I can imagine. But at least I had Sandra for a few minutes.